MAha"s TerRiTorY

TEEN life crisis

Fri, 16 Jun 2006 16:16:17 GMT

i'm so freikin pissed...lonely...moody...i really feel bad.

i'm in my teen life crisis...i feel such a burden...like if i just blink the world will fall on me.
it's really weird coz the thing that i was looking for is gone...new school year
but the person i wann be with all the time is gone to another section.
and we rarely talk..and i'm just deppressed.
it's really pissing myself off...wich makes me more deppressed,what can i do!!!!
i really am just deppressed!

Teed Life crisis

Fri, 16 Jun 2006 16:11:42 GMT

comeback

Mon, 05 Jun 2006 07:48:04 GMT

for the whole summer i practically didn't update my journal...and now i'm coming back
comebacks!
what are they any way....it seems after a long time of settling down u just can't keep calm!
you must have a spectacular- unbelievable- magnificent COMEBACK!

-------------------------------------------------it's unexpected
----------------------------------------------------it's suprising
-------------------------------------------------------it's un-expected

The Thing about not Judging a Book by it's cover!

Tue, 18 Apr 2006 14:15:25 GMT

the thing is...when you judge someone WITHOUT knowing him or her is that it's so easy and we go make conclusions in the shallowest of ways...if she dresses this,if he talks like this if they do this.....
but it's wrong!
i had a schoolmate she totally dresses stupidly,and ofcourse i was the stylish one,so i judged and concluded and made tons of jokes, but faith wanted to teach me a lesson.
i ended up being teamed up with her in science,history and math projects.
i love history and my mom is like genius in science sooo i pretty much got it covered...then math i really am bad at it!!!!
and it ends up to be like 45% of the final grade...i talked to her a few times a day for a whole week then i ended up staying at her house...on saturday
never did i know that we were so much alike!
like seriously........we love everything the same way.
then i commented about how she dresses up, but then to my surprise she said "maha i am sorry if i offend you, but you dress exageratedly and over the top!"
then i was shocked...then i thought she just judged the way i did to her...after that day, we were best friends.

and also the same thing happened to me with my friend...we were so much alike but worlds apart
i just wasted my time!

-------------------------------------DON"T jUDGE!!!----------------------------------------------

ReVenge?!

Sun, 16 Apr 2006 13:46:34 GMT

these days we take the word "revenge" on a totally new level...come to think of it revenge is really just a waste of time...you did something wrong to somebody then...she or he gets back at you and you repeat the whole cycle untill someone gets hurt or gives up. with people of today who has pride or guts enough that he or she was or is wrong???
my friends' favorite motto in time of grief is "REVENGE IS A DISH BEST SERVE COLD"
true???
well to the person seeking revenge...ofcourse the whole thing is that he or she can't get back at me coz mine is so much better and he or she will know that it was mistake to ever mess with me in the first place!
to the person who is the target of revenge- it's difficult and annoying...which make sthe whole cycle go on and on and on!
i personally love revenge..untill a person or adult (specifically) says stop it!
it's fun...to expect the unexpected, to have the "thrill" of making a plot to get back at a person...but the thrill goes away when someone gets HURT.

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------from expirience people...it's WRONG!
just settle your differences by talking and understanding eachother!

"GONE"

Sun, 16 Apr 2006 08:13:30 GMT

"there once was a girl
who was lost and out of sight
she was bright yet un-noticed among her peers
but a prisoner she was all her years
like a puppet with tight strings
she only longed for freedom and health
even it meant death...

some say she wished too hard
some say she wished so long
but then we waited days
to find that she was gone

the trees stood there to whitness
the sky refused to tell
but someone who've seen it
has a story heard out well
she spread her hands out wide
to embrace the break of dawn
the minuite she held it
she was gone..."

-----you judge what i just wrote...everyone can relate?!-------

love Hurts....but why many people would still want to be In Love???

Sun, 09 Apr 2006 06:03:51 GMT

love is special...it's sacred and sincere,but lately young teens just make that sacred feeling into another joke...not serious commitment like what it used to...they should just make a whole new term for it instead of using love.

the truth is love is really not a great feeling if it's defined in a holistic point of view...in every moment of happiness there is a moment of grief, for every moment of satisfaction ther is a time of sacrifice...and IF it goes lucky you could've found TRUE LOVE...that's the reward
BUT WHAT IF you didn't you just hurt at the end and that's it....START all over again, the whole process of meeting the one...rejection,denial,day dreaming,self-pity...seriously!!!!
do u really want to go thru all that!!!???
some yes coz it's the way of life
some no coz it's the new way of living!!!!

PerfectiOn is just a fAntasy...but Being near to Perfection is ReaLity!

Fri, 24 Mar 2006 08:22:44 GMT

you know what? i think everyone already...has been in a moment where in the whole timing, feeling, company is just PERFECT. well guess what! i've been in the same position...the guy i really like was with me!!! we were having fun and we were sooo close, he was almost going to ask me something...my life was PERFECT. then the speaker(the one who calls you if your fetch is there) says my name...the guy just hesisated and said nevermind... i just felt my world crash down!!! ..................................buhubuhubuhubuhubuhubuhuh............... i just gave him a smile and a slight tap, then he said i'm going yo miss u and see you in 3 months! People! nothing is perfect..if there is it's goin to end! being close to it is the safest...and last longer!

hIghSchool...a mini-version of the REAl world

Thu, 23 Mar 2006 11:08:04 GMT

highschool...did anyone notice that there are the smug teachers...Happy-go-lucky students,sporty-sport, the perfect Favorite students,the Bad boys and Bitchy girls, the nerdy and dorky kids in Highschool?

these different looking, thinking and doing teens in highschool are like different people in society... of the real world!
LET's Face it!
there are tons of things that they do affect us...sometimes we think of them as COOL, Brave, or just plain supid!
Highschool LIfe
the perfect kids are like walking calculators= presidents of big corps.
sporty-sporty kids =PBA players
Happy-go-lucky sudents =average employees
Bad-boys Bitchy-girls =end up in Jail
Nerdy and dorky kids = scientists

those are just some of the normal happenings in Highschool
...my first thought was how UNFAIR...but this is actually kind a good
these expiriences with different people makes US more familiar with the different people we MIGHT encouter in our own life...reality check people!
no-ones perfect!
who knows you might be one of the ppl i just described!?

=i'm open to comments=